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No Shrines This Time

A year and a half ago, I stood on the grounds of where part of the second great awakening occurred – the home of the Cane Ridge Revival, which is less than an hour from Ashbury, where the current outpouring of God’s spirit is just starting.

While walking the grounds at Cane Ridge that day, I felt like I was in two places at once. Standing by an old worn, wooden fence, I could almost see the fiery preacher standing on the mound in the middle of the cow pasture. In the center of the grounds stood an antique, 1800’s camp-meeting building which was now enshrined in a more modern structure. This revival had begun when different denominations had gathered together to pray in unity. Amazingly, the Holy Spirit fell and the flow that came from it affected the world.

More on the Cane Ridge Revival –

As I’ve listened to the reports of the Ashbury revival getting underway, what has stood out to me is that no one man is leading it. It is being led by Jesus. It is primarily the younger generation, multi-cultural, multi-denomination all in unity making room for the presence of the Lord in ongoing worship for ten days now. It is spreading fast like a wildfire, an outpouring like Niagara Falls (see Kathie Walter’s post about that on Facebook).

The following interview talks a little more about it and why it is significant.

Recently, when I’ve been on college campuses, in my Spirit, there has been this overwhelming anticipation of God showing up. I also just wrote about this next move coming through the younger generation here –

The Lord has been saying for some time now through many voices that God’s spirit will be poured out in many places, some you would not expect, in homes, in businesses, in churches, on college campuses. It reminds me of our own journey of finding the Holy Spirit in multiple different places. From Episcopal to Methodist to Baptist to Charismatic to everything in between God’s spirit is on the move. For more of our own journey, read here.

Back to the day we visited Cane Ridge, as I came around the corner of the building which housed the original camp-meeting structure, the Holy Spirit boomed in my spirit, “This next move of My Spirit will not become a shrine! No man will be able to put their hand on it. No man will be able to claim it and make it about them or their kingdom. I am done with man’s shrines!” No lie, as I careened around that last corner of the building and sauntered up to the locked, wooden doors, I squinted to read the words on the plaque in front of the building. There, imprinted in pewter, were the words “The Cane Ridge Shrine”. I gasped.

This next move will not have man’s hands on it. It will not be about a man or a man’s kingdom. It will be about Jesus. It will be about Jesus’s Kingdom. And it will sweep our nation and the world, beginning with our youth, like the most huge waterfall gushing rapidly.

We are entering the age of the Waterbearer (the Holy Spirit) being poured out without measure, and the Lion of the Tribe of Judah roaring. The enemy can not stop that.

This, my friends, I believe, is the beginning of what we have been waiting for, longing to see our whole lives. Don’t try to control it, put a dam on it, or manipulate it in anyway. Just jump on in it!

With much love and anticipation

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Designed with Purpose

The first section of this blog is the second part of the word I felt the Lord gave me at the beginning of December. (There are several parts to it, which I believe the Lord will have me release at different times.)

The words are as I heard them in quotation marks, because I want to honor God’s voice as I perceive it, and don’t want to add my own interpretation to it. Following that though, I do feel prompted to flesh it out a little. Obviously, I am human, and I may be off, and this is not the canonized scripture, but I believe it carries the heart of the scripture. I also look for outside confirmation of words, and it was immediately confirmed. This is as I heard it.

“You are truly at the brink of the greatest outpouring this world has ever seen of. My glory.  My Holy Spirit is being poured out with out measure in this last time.  There will a great wave, a great influx of soul.  Like the waves of the oceans, they will be swept into the kingdom.”

“This generation, this generation that has had identity theft coming against them, this generation though they have been turned over to the enemy for a season, this generation will be the ones to rise up and throw that Jezebel lying spirit off the balcony.  Eunuchs did it in my Word, and again those who have lost their sexual identity, these very ones will run to the Lamb of God, be forgiven of their trespasses and rebellion, they shall know their true identity in Christ, and they will cast off the Jezebel that has sought to steal their identity to cut off their generations.  That pride flag will be torn down, and a spirit of humility will sweep this nation.”

This generation has certainly had identity theft committed against them, and many, many have bought it hook, line, and sinker. I truly believe as this generation of young people have the blinders pulled off their eyes, and they begin to see that they were deceived by agendas that have sought to steal, kill, and destroy them – not just their sense of self (of their individual identity), but also to cut off their generations (families from being formed and babies from being born) – that they will rise up and throw off that lying spirit as the Eunuchs did to Jezebel in 2 King’s 9:33.

What do I mean by identity theft?

In 2022, a suspension bridge in India that had been designed and built during the British rule many decades before collapsed with 100’s of people plummeting into the river below killing over a 100 of them. The bridge had been structurally sound when built, but in recent times fallen into disrepair. Engineers had shut down the structure to repair the damage, but they did so in a hurry, and with no regard to things like weight limits. After a short few months, the bridge was reopened right before a festival. As hundreds crowded the bridge, the cables began to give way under the weight crashing into the water below.

Much like this bridge, God has an original design that works, and it has worked and will work for eternity. His original design is family – a man and a woman in covenant procreating children. Over time, mankind has damaged that structure, creating pain and hurt from broken covenants, abusive behavior, etc.. This has caused the need for repair. Instead of going back to the original design and restoring the bridge to what the original intent was, we have tried to in our own rebellion against God, or even with the belief that God no longer exits, made the bridge the way we wanted or to different standards, even changing the look of the bridge entirely, and as a result it doesn’t hold weight. It will eventually collapse, because the structure is not sound.

What does Jezebel have to do with it? I really don’t like throwing around the Jezebel spirit word, but Jezebel. as the person in the scriptures, was a cruel, manipulative, controlling ruler. The spirit of this age many times has those controlling and manipulative attributes. In scripture, Jezebel even intimidated the prophet Elijah who had called fire down from heaven, causing him to run, questioning his call and identity. That spirit always cause identity theft. Isn’t that the same thing happening today? People questioning their identity, their calling, floundering around not knowing who they are, why they are here, and what they are to do with their lives.

Some would look at God – the great three in one – and say well, where is the design of family in God? Yet the Trinity is actually the perfect picture of what family is supposed to look like. This may rock your thoughts a bit, but study this out for yourself. God is family. He didn’t procreate the Son. He was always already present in the Godhead, but consider this. God is three in one – God, the Father; God, the Son (Jesus); and God, the Holy Spirit (mother). Now, wait a minute. God is not female? Right?

In the Old Testament, the Hebrew pronoun for the Holy Spirit is in a feminine form, meaning the Jewish culture attribute the female qualities to the Holy Spirit. Some qualities listed about the Holy Spirit are comforter, helper, friend, wind, the dove, peace-giver, the one who hovers, gives life, and creates. Sounds like a mother to me? In Genesis, the word says that God created man and woman in His image, which is a male and female image. The Trinity represents the purest form of the perfect family structure.

I understand that some may read this and say that I’m not educated or that I’m judging people. The fact is I have several people who I love dearly who have lived alternative lifestyles. I have seen the short and long-term fruit of those who have accepted the changes in original design. In fact, I recently asked an honest question to a precious friend who had been in an alternative lifestyle for decades. My question was in all these years, have you known anyone in your circles that have had good, long lasting fruit, meaning long term peace, love, joy, happiness from it? She thought and thought. Her answer was “No. Everyone I know is still searching to fill that hole in their heart. Everyone I know is dealing with depression, suicide, drugs, alcohol, etc., and are searching for peace.”

To the opposite, I also have seen that as people have received the true love and truth about who God has created them to be as a daughter of God, that their sexual identity automatically begins to changed intended for it to be. The way they think and feel begins to change, and their lives begin to bear good, long lasting fruit, like joy, peace, love. Depression, anxiety, suicide fall away, as they live in who God created them to be. Sexual identity is almost a by-product, as they grasp their calling as a son or daughter of the living God.

I too have gone through some of those changes, because having been raised in a extremely sexually abusive environment, being female for many years did not felt safe to me. So I believed that it was safer to carry extra weight, and to dress down. This is super common among abuse survivors. Yet, as I realize more and more who God has created me to be and that I’m safe being a female, I feel more comfortable in my own skin. I desire to wear make-up and look pretty.

I don’t come from a stand point here of pointing my finger. My heart is full of compassion for the people standing on the broken bridge. In fact, a person who identified as A-sexual recently asked me why did I think I had authority to speak into this topic. My answer was pretty simple. I do understand many of the thought processes that lead to those beliefs, and I have compassion on those who don’t understand who God has created them to be, because I’m still growing in that myself. I know how strong lies,and hurts can be driven into a heart. But I know the healer of the broken heart, and I’ve seen how He can change lives around, and give people a whole new identity in Him.

I firmly believe that God created us – all of us with design – a design that was actually made after His image. Gen. 5:2, Mark 10:6 Obviously, mankind has screw that up through many things – drugs, genetic manipulation, rebellion against the original design, etc.. And sometimes, there is not a pat, easy answer to the screw ups. Mankind has sought to reinvent the bridge. It has since the beginning. Pride resulting in rebellious fists against the creator has led to many falling to their death off a broken bridge that can’t hold weight.

Yet, this is why Jesus came. He came to make a way for us to be back in a family. A real family. A way to be back in fellowship and relationship with the perfect Father, Mother, and Big Brother. And when we find our place in that family, He will show us who He has really created us to be.

I believe in this generation those blinders will come off, and this generation will be able to see truth, and they will throw off the lies and the agenda that has sought to destroy them and their generations. That will happen as they come to know the real Jesus, who loves them and cares for them like no other, and who has made the way for them to be apart of His family.

Part of this great move of God I believe will come from just this – thousands and thousands realizing their true identity in Jesus, throwing off their pride flag, and humbling themselves before God, receiving true love, so perfect that it casts out the fear and manipulation and the lies. I’ve seen it with a few. Many more are going to follow. God will raise them up, just as He did those Eunuchs, and they will overthrow the very system that has held them captive.


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A New Hope Rising

Recently, I was at a funeral – my mom’s funeral.  As the lid of the casket closed, two of our former pastors solemnly walked through the doors to greet my sister, who they had come for.  I meandered across the room shaking hands, and receiving thoughtful glances as I made my way to greet my old friends.  Unknown bridges had been burned in the past, but we had not been the ones to light the fires to them.  Once torched, we had sought several times to rebuild, to reconcile, but to no avail.  

It had been almost a decade since we last met.  As I approached them yet again with a welcoming hug and a greeting of genuine, “It so good to see you,” it felt like I had just hugged an icicle – hard, cold, unresponsive.  Not a word was returned. 

Later, I wrestled with all my ball of knotted up gut responses in the presence of a trusted friend.  With many tears, I talked to Jesus and encountered His presence.

I sought reconciliation still with these pastors.  “Jesus, maybe if I just write one more letter.  Maybe if I just trying explain one more time where our hearts were, why we left when did, etc., etc.?”

There are only a handful of times that I have seen Jesus truly angry, like turn over the tables in the temple angry.  Honestly, in scripture, the only time I read about Him that angry is when He encountered the religious leaders of His day.  He never seemed to be mad at the prostitutes, or the sick, or the demon-possessed, or the dishonest tax collectors, or even the Roman dictators.  But with the religious leaders He commonly said some scathing comments about them.  “White-washed tombs filled with dead men’s bone” would probably qualify as some of those type of comments.  

So, I found myself begging for reconciliation with these former pastors to Jesus, who seemed really, really angry.  The answer I got was well, not what I expected, but it went way broader than these pastors really fast.  In fact, this message is not really about these individuals at all, but they seemed to be representing church leadership in general.

He has repeated this message over the course of the past month and a half, different ways, but over and over again to me.  Even this morning, the directive has been to write this down, and share it.  There is no desire on my part to throw these particular people under the bus.  The reason I mention them at all is for context. For whatever reason, His answer to me was a firm “No,” to seeking further reconciliation.  It was more like “It’s time for me to intervene.”  

Please understand.  I’m not saying any of this as a judgment statement against all churches.  In fact, in this engagement with the Lord, I kept feeling like I needed to ask forgiveness because I got them in trouble, which was silly.  I hadn’t done anything to cause them pain, though evidently they had thought so.  I also quickly realized Jesus’s words were not just directed towards them, but the American Church in general.  Also, my family and I do meet in the corporate environment with other believers, and it is wonderful.  The following is not meant to be a blanket judgment across the American Church from me.  I have a healthy respect for the scripture that says, “Don’t judge, lest you be judged.”  I know I miss the mark all the time, so this is just a reiterating of what I have heard that He has been saying this past month, and feel now is the time to share it.  

In my mind’s eye, I saw the tip of an huge iceberg floating in the sea, and then the finger of God came and tapped the tip, flipping the entire iceberg upside down, so that huge, immense bottom was now above water and was visible for the world to see.  Then, I heard these words.

“Those who have represented my church, who have represented me, in their pride, in their arrogance, who have offered fake fire, and a puny god, who made my kingdom their kingdom, who have made their name great instead of my name, their day of judgment has come.  Only the tip of the iceberg has been shown, but I am tipping the iceberg upside down, and the world will see the giant iceberg underneath.  It must be done, or the American’s destiny will not be fulfilled.” 

“The shaking in the four walls has only begun.” 

“Exposure.  Exposure.  Exposure.”

“You have called for the judgment on the broken in this nation, you have turned your eyes away from the needy, the bleeding.  In fact, you have been disgusted by the little, hurt lambs, while instead you have fed the wolves.” 

“Enough is enough.  The tables are turning.  The tables are turning.  I will cleanse my house of this witchcraft, of this wickedness.”  

“They have misrepresented my heart.  They have caused the little ones to stumble .  The children cried for a rope to pull them out of the pits, and instead they have offered them a noose.  They have brought judgment on themselves.”  

“Don’t look to the four walls anymore.  Don’t try to be like the old structure at all.  Yes, there is some good still there. Yes. I am still using organized churches, but a shift is coming and is already here.” 

“Millions have been driven out of buildings, out of the man’s kingdom structures, and into their homes.  I am and will pour my spirit out in the homes, businesses, in the street. The enemy won’t contain my spirit behind four walls anymore.”  

“On the contrary, my ecklessia will return to her roots,  house to house, home to home, family to family, heart to heart.  I will build my true ecklessia.  Not with bricks, but with living stones, with me only as their chief corner stone.”

Yesterday, I sat in a movie theatre with tears streaming down my cheeks.  In front of me on the big screen was a church that had been partly destroyed by the Civil War.  The bell tower had been damaged with the bell itself now covered in ashes laying on the floor in the center of the shell shocked nave.  “Mama always said that the bell of the church is the voice of the church which rings out hope, but look the church has lost her voice,” said the character in the movie as he looked at the structure.  (Paraphrased)

The stark scene reflected the feelings in my heart.  “The church has lost her voice,” I repeated in my head.  And yet as the movie continued, the scenes changed to later showing the same fallen bell, covered in ashes and snow.  As the wind blew across it the words “ New Hope” appeared.  

There is no power in a church building unless the Holy Spirit resides there.  The traditional church were my mom’s funeral had been held was as empty and cold as my former friend’s hug had been.  

How many lost souls have found only condemnation, a list of do’s and don’t’s, a bar too high to jump, a noose to hang themselves on; instead of a rope to be pulled out the dark pit they have fallen into, and a gospel that is empty of good news.  

Our Hope has been, is now, and will always be found in Christ alone.  “He did not come into the world to condemn the world, but to save it.”  

In this season of civil war, A New Hope is and will rise out of the ashes of the destruction of former institutions we called church.  It will be the true Bride of Christ, the true Church, the true Body of Christ arising with the real Jesus as our leader, our lover, our Bridegroom King.  He’s not done with the American Church, but He must clean house, and rebuild His true church to restore Her voice.  Only He can do this.  It may not look like we think it will, but He can and will have His Bride, His Church.  

God truly loves you.  He relentlessly is chasing after the rejected ones, the ones who have been judged, ridiculed, and left on the road side to die.  He came to seek and save those that are lost.  

A great harvest is coming, but they will come because they have met the real, true Jesus who loves them with a love, so pure, so strong, so compelling.  Our New Hope is found in the true Jesus alone.  

Ironically, when I was a child, my mom used to sing this little song about a bell ringing. “If I had a bell, I’d ring it in the morning. I’d ring it in the evening all over this land. I’d ring out justice. I’d ring out freedom. I’d ring out a love between my brothers and my sisters all over this land.” (paraphrased)

Let the bells ring out Hope again!

The movie referenced is “I Heard the Bell” by Sight and Sound Theatre 2022, and the song is “If I Had a Hammer” lyrics © T.R.O. Inc., Tratore/ Songwriters: Lee Hays / Pete Seeger.

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Why “The Bride Arising”?

“This is Where You Fight From”

Often times, we become so familiar with a concept, topic, or environment that we miss the importance of it. Being the Bride of Christ is one of those concepts.

When the vision that I just wrote about in my new book, “The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey” occurred six years ago, I had been raised in the church my whole life. I knew about the concept of the Bride of Christ. I knew it be about the passage in Revelation 21:2, where it talks about the new Jerusalem coming down. I also knew and had heard sermons preached about Ephesians 5, where husbands are commanded to love their wives, like Christ does the church as His Bride. That it is a mystery. There is actually a lot of passages about the Bride of Christ coming and us being ready for the wedding!

When you have an experience though that is back up by the scriptures, especially one like this vision was, it takes that information and engraves it on your heart in new ways.

I hope that you will take time to go back and watch the interview I had with my special guests, because they asked some fantastic questions. I included it at the end.

One question was what has been one thing that has made a lasting impact, brought lasting fruit in my life because of this experience? Encounters with a living God should bring about lasting fruit. It should change you. As I contemplated that question, I realized that not only had this experience been one of the most profound and vivid encounters with Jesus, but also one that has had a most lasting impact.

This vision with Jesus really was the beginning of me experiencing Him in this intimate love, this holy, pure passion like I’d never experienced before. Through out this experience, Jesus kept looking at me and telling me that

“This is where you fight from. This is where you live now.”

It didn’t make as much sense then as it does now. Through the years since this experience with Him, living from that holy place of intimacy with Jesus, from under the canopy of His love, with His armor firmly fitted over my wedding attire (my new identity in Christ), it has become my life, my sustaining daily bread. When I’ve lost sight of this holy place of intimacy with Him in His heart of love for me, is when I’ve spiraled downward into confusion, darkness, and despair.

Knowing our identity in Jesus Christ as our Bridegroom, both individually and corporately, and then living from it, is how we can live an overcoming life in this crazy, dark world. This is why I wrote the book and why I feel it’s so important. It’s not just about me having this grand experience. It’s about each of us encountering the Living God of love, and dwelling there with Him, living our lives from that place of intimacy in His heart.

In the book, I give you space to have your own experience with Him. I pray others will also share as they are ready what that experience was like for them.

Consider this scripture:

“Look! It is the king’s marriage carriage— the love seat surrounded by sixty champions, the mightiest of Israel’s host, are like pillars of protection. They stand ready with swords to defend the king and his fiancée from every terror of the night. The king made this mercy seat for himself out of the finest wood that will not decay. Pillars of smoke, like silver mist—a canopy of golden glory dwells above it. The place where they sit together is sprinkled with crimson. Love and mercy cover this carriage, blanketing his tabernacle throne. The king himself has made it for those who will become his bride.” Song of Songs 7-10 TPT

Can you see it? Everyone who becomes His Bride (Which is both male and female – Refer to Chris’ encounter in the the chapter entitled “The Struggle for Men” pg. 60), have the position to sit on the mercy seat, which is covered in crimson (the blood of Jesus) under the canopy the canopy of His love (His chuppa – the wedding canopy). His banner over us is love. This is where we sit seated with Jesus Christ, surrounded by His mighty angel, warriors. It’s our place of intimacy, rest, warfare, protection. It is the marriage seat.

My friends, this is why this message is so important for us today. As we get closer and closer to the changing of the next age of the Kingdom, the full revealing of the Sons of God in the earth, to the wedding celebration of the Lamb, we must live from this place.

This book is for you to help you to begin to encounter Jesus, and all of the Trinity for yourself.

It is also timely. The Lord kept pressing me to have the book completed before the week of Sukkot, which is the Feast of Booths/ Feast of Tabernacles. It’s the feast the Jews celebrate the crossing of the desert to the promised land, where they lived in temporary dwelling, and so to celebrate would for ten days live outside in tents at this time every year. I was invited to be apart of a Sukkot celebration for the first time, and had been asked to teach a healing art class there. I felt led to do one on the bridal journey. What I had no idea of though is that in the Hebrew mindset, the journey of Sukkot is the bridal journey!

The journey through the wilderness for the Hebrews was a bridal journey with God, where they came to Mt. Sinai to cut a marital covenant with Him. He became their covering in the desert, their protector, their provider, their lover. Obviously, they were not fully able to embrace this covenant, and eventually turned their backs on their Husband, God. (I think this would make a great follow up blog.) In short, Jesus came to cut a new marriage covenant with us. When we receive Him, we say yes, to Him as our covering, our protector, our provider, our lover, our Husband.

So, in telling me to have the book completed by this celebration, the Lord confirmed strongly His will in having this book out at just the perfect time. How fun God is!

Even if you decide not to read the book, I hope you gained more perspective on what it means to become the Bride of Christ, and how vital it is to live from that place of intimacy in His heart!

It’s time for the Bride to Arise.

“The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey” is now available on as a paperback and Kindle version.

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New Book Release: The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey

I’m so excited to announce that my next book, “The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey” is now released on The Kindle version is already available, and it will be FREE from Tuesday, Nov. 16 through Friday, November 18th on Kindle. The paperback version is also available now, and will be on sale through the end of the month!

This book was birthed from a personal experience I had with Jesus Christ as the Bridegroom preparing His Bride. Along with the vision, we deep dive into what it means to be the Bride of Christ both corporately and individually. We also discuss each step in the preparation process, and have a time of personal encounter with you discovering what this means for you. Come join in the bridal journey as you make yourself ready for the greatest wedding celebration of all time!

I hope you will take advantage of this opportunity for a FREE and/or discounted book, and please share with others. Reviews on are also super helpful in getting the book out and are much appreciated!

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What’s Behind the Curtain

I don’t usually post others dreams, but this one really seemed important and was told me by a teenager who I’m close to. Discern for yourself if this from the Lord.


There was a big red and gold room with a lot of people in it giving money to someone hidden, but they did not know what they were giving too. There was a ginormous red curtain, and all the people wanted to see what was behind it. But they only showed two people standing at a booth behind a small portion of the curtain. Then a person was walking through the room. He seemed like Jesus to me. I saw in like holograms, gold coins, and as he walked through they pored in representing the money the people were giving. Then he got to the curtain, and then roared, and a big wind blew back the curtain. I saw half of a Buddhist statue. Later all the people came together again and the man was standing on a gong and swung it, and the statues’s head came off and fell in front of the people, and they were all terrified.

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The Womb of God

“Shout for joy, O barren one, you who have borne no child; Break forth into joyful shouting and cry aloud, you who have not travailed; For the sons of the desolate one will be more numerous Than the sons of the married woman,” says the Lord. Isaiah 54:1 NASB

Several months ago, while spending some time with the Lord, I suddenly saw this image of the Holy Spirit with a womb.  Inside the womb was the universe – everything ever created.  

As I questioned the Lord about what I was seeing, I heard “Everything is birthed in and through the Holy Spirit.” 

Still, I found it hard to picture the Holy Spirit with a womb.  

Until the following day… 

Randomly, I popped into a conference for a session at a friend’s invitation.  The first thing rolling off the teacher’s lips were “The universe is in the womb of the Holy Spirit.” I went bug-eyed for a few minutes.  

The painting above has invoked a lot of different responses.  Some hate it, some think it’s making some kind of political statement, others think it depicts “Mother Earth” giving birth, and still others find it moving, life-giving, profound.  Art is supposed to do that I suppose.  For me, I was compelled to paint to the best of my ability what I saw, except what I saw didn’t include the image of the baby.  

When I began to paint, I kept seeing the image of an infant, an unborn fetus overlapping the universe.  I honestly fought it.  I tried multiple times to paint it the way I wanted to, but each time I met failure, until I went with what the Spirit was leading me toward.  Even the placement of the womb seemed to high for me, but then came the whisper, “I birth things from My heart.”

So, it’s been almost two months since I was compelled to paint it.  Yet, last month, the God of the Universe seemed quiet about it all.  Crickets, really.  Like He was just enjoying the wait, the watching.  

Until yesterday morning… 

I was preparing to go to a friend’s to pray over some land.  I heard distinctly, play “Isaiah’s Song”, so I did.  

As I was listening, the words played over and over. “What was a barren season is giving birth right now.”  Then, immediately I heard to share that with a specific friend who has gone through a painful season.  “Ok?  That was pretty strong,” I thought.

A few minutes later, I found myself texting a friend – just a “How are you?” kind of text.  I looked down at the phone.  The time read 11:11, which to me are alignment numbers, and those very same words were playing again.

At the prayer event, we took turns reading scripture.  It’s our second time being apart of this group. The first time was towards the beginning of this year.  As my husband and I walk into the room the readers were were finishing up Song of Songs and beginning to read Isaiah.

“Lord, if you have me read about the barren woman giving birth, I may burst.”

People came into read, we add an extra, another person is randomly skipped, and my turn comes around.  I begin to read Isaiah 53, and as the words regarding Messiah leave my lips, I flashed back to several months prior.  I had read the exact same passage.  

I flipped the thin page. “Shout for joy, oh barren one,” I choked up, but tried to hold it together. “For the sons of the desolate one will be more numerous than the sons of the married woman.”

So, what does all this mean?  

I’ve learned NOT to try to figure out visions or prophetic words, especially timing and how things will all work out, because quite honestly I’ve got about a 5% accuracy rate.  😊

Yet, this what I do sense the Holy Spirit is saying.  All things created are birthed through the Holy Spirit.  We are in a new season.  The season of barrenness is over.  The season of birthing is here.  

Birthing involves a lot of things.  Travail.  Transitions.  Water Breaking.  Pushing.  Baby breaking forth.  Hope.  Promises fulfilled.  Beautiful new life.  New dreams for the future.

This is the season I believe we are in as the body of Christ.  The Lord of Host is birthing His plans and purposes in the Earth right now, and they will not be thwarted or delayed.  It’s not us doing it.  It is by His strength and ability that this new season and new birthing will occur.

“Shout for joy.” The birthing season is finally here.  

Christian living, prophecy

An Encounter with an Angel called “Dictator”

The following is an account of an encounter with an angel that happened on Jan. 25, 2021. The reason I am putting it out publicly is because I believe it is a word for the body of Christ at large. This is completely out of my comfort zone, but I hope it will help someone, give someone hope and courage.

I was in my kitchen making dinner. I had been struggling with a hard day. All of a sudden I felt an angel enter and stand across the kitchen from me. I just felt it really strongly and know where it is. The presence kept increasing and I began hearing loudly in my ear, “Don’t be afraid. Take courage. Don’t be afraid.” I honestly felt like hitting the floor several times and struggled to stay on my feet .

I finally turned to him and said, “ Whatever you came to do or give me, I receive it.”. As soon as the words were out of my mouth, I got hit in my stomach and doubled over laughing for about thirty mins..  I managed a text message to my family to tell them to come, but I guess they didn’t really believe me, until my youngest daughter came into eat dinner. She made it to the threshold and I heard “Mom, you were right. There is an angel,” and she starts cracking up laughing.

Laughter is a form of warfare, and often it is the way my spirit response to the strong presence of the Lord. I calmed down, and it lifted a little, but I can still feel it.

I ate dinner and then returned to the kitchen. The angel was still there and I started laughing all over again. My eldest daughter comes in and says, “ Oh there is the angel. He’s not very big, but he’s very powerful.” She begins describing him to me and tells me that he’s carrying an ancient looking book. She feels like it has to do with history.

I had asked the angel what his name is, and I had immediately heard Dictator. I thought like ruler, but as my daughter said he held an ancient book, I knew he was there to dictate part of the book to me.

Anyway, I had a prayer call I was supposed to be on, but I didn’t think I could. But I heard the Lord say to get on the call, so the angel followed me upstairs and now he’s in the bedroom with me. As I got on the call, I heard “Yield to the spirit of prophecy.”.

I’ve never experienced anything like this so I just said yes, I don’t know how, but Holy Spirit help me to you hear this right and to say this right. I began to hear a sentence at a time and just repeat out out loud what I heard. This is exactly word for word what I heard.

I am the great I am. I am the great I am. I am the ancient of days. I am the ancient of days. 
There is none besides me. There is none greater than me. There is none greater than me.

Put down your idols. Put down the things that you’ve held onto. Look to the Ancient of days for your help. Look to the Ancient of the days for your help for I am coming to help. 

I will not, I will not turn my back on my people, because my people have cried for help. Those who have been innocent though the enemy has put his foot on the neck, I will crush the enemy’s foot. I will release the prisoner. I have seen the oppression of my people. I have seen the oppression of my people. 

I say the oppression will end. It will not continue. I have seen the oppression in this country. People call for judgement. Judgement will come, but it will not come on the innocent.

My justice will come, but it will not come against my kids, my children.

I will throw back. I will throw back the covers that have covered sin in this country. I will throw back all the way the covers that have covered the sins of this country. It will be exposed, but it will not happen the way that most people think.

I am sending my fire. I am sending a winnowing fork. It will thresh out the wheat from the tares.

Much of what’s grown in my churches looks like wheat and it is tares. It is tares. It is not mine. I will winnow out the wheat from the tares.

I will purify my Bride. She will shake herself from her slumber. She will shake herself from her slumber. She will rise. She will become who she was created to be.

I am not done. I am not done with this country. I am not done with this country. This country is meant to be a beacon, a light to the world.

The enemy has come to snuff that light out.
I will not allow that light to be stuffed out.

I have made the state of South Carolina into a safe state, into a place of refuge. I will pour out my Spirit here. I will pour out my spirit in the United States. I am not done.

They have jeered. They have jeered at me, but I laugh at their jeers. I laugh at their jeers. They are nothing to me. They are here today, and they are gone tomorrow. They are blown away like chaff, like the chaff from the wheat they will be blown away. 

Release my love. I release my love. I release the fire of my love. I release the fire of my love. It’s on all my children.

Don’t be afraid. Don’t be afraid of suffering. Don’t be afraid of losing your life. Don’t be afraid of giving up things. For my reward is far greater anything you would ever give up for me. My presence is far greater than anything you would ever give up for me.

Repent my bride. Repent my bride. Turn away from your wickedness. Turn away from your lovers. I must become your first love again. I must become your first love again. There cannot be any other lovers anymore.

I’ve called you out of the desert like Hosea called Gomer out of the desert, and she was restored. She bore the name of prostitute no more, and she became loved by the prophet.

I love you my bride. I love you, my bride. Everything written about this country will come to pass. Everything written about this country will come to pass. The destiny of this country will not be cut short. It will not be cut short.

Walk in unity. Walk in unity. Love creates unity. Lay down your lives for each other. Lay down your lives for each other as I have laid down my life for you. Wash each others feet as I have washed your feet.

Play time is over. It’s time to get down to business. My business will be done. My justice will come. 

Out of the mouth of Joe Biden, sorrow may last for a night, but my joy comes in the morning. If I can use a donkey to speak for me, I can use Joe Biden. I will make the laughing stock of my enemies. They will not be able to stand before me.

Peace. Shalom. Peace. Shalom. Everything is going to be ok. Don’t be afraid. Everything will be ok.

(The comment regarding Joe Biden is not meant to be a disrespectful comment, but simply what I heard. The Lord has referred to me as Balaam’s donkey before too. The point is He can use anyone.)

Christian living, prophecy

A Recent Wild Vision: “I’m Not Done Yet”

What I am about to detail here occurred on July 23, 2020. As I was resting while recovering from illness, I saw this in my mind’s eye, the sanctified imagination screen as I call it, and I heard these words in my heart, “Come.  I have things to show you.”  Immediately, the following began to unfold.

In the first vision, I saw myself go into the courts, and I was overcome with the presence of the Lord and went face down.  I heard Him command me to stand up, but I didn’t have the strength.  Then I was picked up on my feet.  I knew I was there to intercede. 

 I heard, “What is your request?”

Then, I said, “For the children, and the daughters and the sons.  For them to be rescued, for justice to come, for vindication, for the abuse to stop.”   I was particularly praying for sex trafficking and also for the Chinese church. 

I saw what looked like a clock.  I heard, “All will be accomplished in due time.” 

Then He said He was with those who were wounded and abused, but the time for full vindication had not come yet.  Others must be added.  His timing is perfect. 

I asked was there anything I was lacking or needed.  I heard “Patience.” Then I saw myself fall on my face again. 

Next, I saw the ship, “The USS Constitution”, and I saw the same big wave Kathie Walters had seen come over the ship. The wave completely changed our course as a nation and ran the ship into a safe harbor. (Kathie saw Trump tie himself to the steering wheel because the ship was tossing.) 

A little bit later as I continued to just rest in God’s presence, I heard again, “Come with Me. I have something I want you to do with Me.” 

I saw Yeshua as the Lion of the Tribe of Judah.  He was fierce-looking.  I saw myself beside Him, sometimes like a lioness, sometimes like a little girl.  It kept changing depending on what we were doing.  He immediately took me to the Great Wall of China.  He said, “You were once a slave, just as the slaves who built this wall, and you have forgiven.  You are to roar with me now.  Their vindication has come.”  I saw both of us roaring towards the wall.  His roar obviously was way more powerful than mine.  I felt more like little Simba in the Lion King.  But as we roared, the Wall of China began to quake and crumble like a wave.  

Then I saw the ground begin to swell like a pregnant belly about to burst open, and I saw all these people under the ground pushing, like thousands and of thousands.  It was as if the ground was like a thin film. Then all of a sudden a swell and all of these people burst forth as if it had just given birth. 

I heard, “This is the time of the underground church in China to birth forth.”  I saw the face of the current president of China, and I heard the Lord say that this was the last wave of persecution the Chinese church will face. It will be quickly over. Their time had come.  He said He wasn’t done showing me things yet.  We went to the emperor’s palace.  He jumped over the outer wall.  And then began to roar, Xi Jinping and all the ruling party came out and bowed their faces towards the ground.  Then the Lion grabbed Xi Jinping by the scruff of his neck like cats do, and shook him really hard and tossed him to the side.  

Then, I saw the Chinese flag come down, and I heard, “It’s time for a new flag.  It’s the time of the Chinese church to rise and rule.”  I saw a new flag that looked like a Chinese flag, but it had a golden cross across the middle.  It was raised up on a flag pole. 

Then  Yeshua said, “I’m not done yet.”  I then saw a very large Buddha in front of the Lion.  I heard, “Buddha has consumed the children, and its belly is full.”  I saw the Lion roar again, and the belly of Buddha broke open.  All these children ran out and into Yeshua’s arms.  The rest of the Buddha crumbled away.

I heard again, “I’m not done yet.”  I saw the Hindu idol, Shiva?  He just went up and bit its head off.

Again, I heard, “I’m not done yet.”  I saw a map of the Middle East, and I heard, “Brothers, put down your weapons.  It’s time to come home.”  Then, I saw many men with weapons, begin to make tools out them, and I saw others link arms together.

Again, “I’m not done yet.”  I saw Him walk into the EU chamber in Europe, and all the Euro leaders were there, men of great power around the table.  But when the Lion entered the room, they all just stood like statues and shook.  I saw the Lion put both paws up on a large oval table in the middle, and as He did, the entire tabletop just flipped completely over.  “I heard the tables are turned on them.” 

Again, I heard, “I’m not done yet.”  I saw the Russian flag.  I saw the sickle and the hammer come apart.  The hammer pounded on the sickle until it was like a straight line. As if it turned into a measuring rod.  Then Yeshua took the hammer to Lenin’s tomb and pounded it into dust.  Next, it hit the top of their governmental building in Moscow, at the top steeple in the middle.  I saw the leaders rushing out, and looking up.  I heard, “Justice has come for the church in Russia.”

I asked Yeshua about Africa.  I’m finally getting a clue, right?  I heard, “I’m not done yet.”  Then I see the Lion off the coast of Africa at the top, and I feel great compassion in His heart.  I see an image of Heidi Baker and many other leaders of the church in Africa.  He takes His paw swipes it across the water and a tidal wave of water rushes over all of Africa beginning at the top and moving down, but it’s more like golden glory.  I was concerned at first for more flooding in the natural, but as this water went over the land, the land becomes lush green, and full of life.  I saw South Africa highlighted in gold. Then I saw glory lights all over Africa, and it all joined together and became one great light.

Of course, I’m wondering about America and Israel. But He had kept telling me, “Wait. I’m not done yet.”  

So, we end up in front of the White House.  And as we stand there, it’s like the whole top of the house is laid bare and you can see everyone and everything, even down into the lowest basement.  I hear, “I’m exposing everything.”  I see people running for cover, some afraid.  But then I see President Trump, come out and stand in front of the Lion of the Tribe of Judah.  He then goes down on both knees and is weeping, his face to the ground.  I hear, “Rise up my son, and rule well.”  I saw him in a crown and robe. It wasn’t like he was a king, it was more like his sonship authority.  

President Trump turned around to face the White House.  I heard Yeshua tell him, “Set the captives free and bring justice.”  In his right hand was placed keys and in the other a gavel.  But then this was funny, Yeshua also laughed, and said “Clean House.”  And I saw President Trump and all of his cabinet and staff with mop buckets, mops, and gloves on.  They all looked like a cleaning service, like maids.  Very funny.  

Then the Lion went to the center of the mall.  Again, He said, “I’m not done yet.”  He began licking up the water in the pool in the middle, and then He thumped His paws on the ground.  When He did the ground began to quake, and surge like an earthquake.  The monuments began to shake, like everything to the foundations, and things were breaking and falling, but the structures still held.  

He again said, “I’m not done yet”, and He went to the Capitol, and He walked into Congress.  I saw what looked like a Spirit of Jezebel, but I also saw Nancy P. and others in Congress.  He just walked in and interrupted the session.  Nancy P. was defiant and others standing around were scared.  He just picked her up and shook her like a rag doll, and very powerful men were around, and they just shook and began to run away.  Then I saw that same wave that hit the U.S.S. Constitution begin to flow all over our nation, and destroy major strongholds across our nation.  

Honestly, at this point, I got so excited and felt like we were done. Totally forgot about Israel until I sat down to write this.  Then again, I heard with a laugh, “I wasn’t done yet.  You forgot something.”  Immediately, I saw us standing at the Dome of the Rock. Again, I saw the Lion first lick all around the base of the Dome, and then I saw where He licked, He began clawing at the ground, then all of a sudden with one paw, He lifted the entire structure of the Dome of the Rock up and placed it in a nearby land.  He said, “I’m reestablishing My Kingdom here.”  

I kept expecting to see some kind of new temple come down from heaven, but then I heard, “This is not an earthly establishment, nor anything like what you have seen before.”  Instead, I saw like a golden shaft of light from heaven hit the freshly dug up ground, and I saw a huge golden cross in the middle of the shaft.  As it shone, people began running and flocking to it.  Then I saw the Wailing Wall, and I saw in golden graffiti across it, “Yeshua”.

 I also asked Him about the timing of the Antichrist, like the mark of the beast, etc..  Of course, He didn’t answer me directly, but I saw a large clock again. And I heard, “The enemy has been trying to push the time forward.”  The clock hands were at ten til midnight.  Then I saw two large hands come and hold the clock hands in place.  I heard, “It’s not his time yet.  It’s mine.”